11:45 pm  •  10 December 2009

I don’t want anything for Christmas. I just want to give the people I love everything they want.

11:43 pm  •  10 December 2009

11:42 pm  •  10 December 2009

I feel like crying. I just do. Im overwhelemed. My mind already exploded. I dont know who I am. What i want. Or what i need. Except for his great loving arms around me. But i know his spirit isnt there now. I am too bitter.

11:36 pm  •  10 December 2009

hayliebop:

and I’m not trying to “turn against” girls or annyyything at all. But I just need to get this off my chest. GIRLS ARE SO DRAMATIC. I know that I am guilty of this at times. But it really irritates me how the littttttlest things turn into SUCH a huge deal. Guys do it too, trust me. But with girls it’s different. Somehow I think they (we) all just hold onto things a lot more. It’s our emotional side, I’m sure of it. But I cannot begin to express how annoying this is to me. Forgive and forget. Really. Girl fights are sooo fifth grade, immature, and annoying as heck. I wish I could say growing up gets rid of this annoyance, but I see through my mother that it doesn’t. awesome.

11:23 pm  •  10 December 2009

some girl.. “shoooott me. :l”

annother knocks on the wood floor and says… “YEAH! I GET IT! KNOCK ON WOOD. WE FLIPPING NEED ALL THE LUCK WE CAN GETT.”

11:44 pm  •  8 December 2009

Your words tonight have made me realize…Our lives could always be a million times worse… no matter who you are or what your situation is.. and we all know it is true. So we need to stop complaining, smile, and make the best of it all. I will try if you do too. What happens happens. Control what we can. Goodnight. Off to sweet slumbers.

11:43 pm  •  8 December 2009

"Prayer is not some kind of pious decoration; it is the breath of the human soul. Unfortunately, some of us don’t breathe as often as we should—and it shows… We Don’t Pray Because We Didn’t Pray: Because guilt fosters avoidance… We Forget Prayer Is An Invitation: Prayer is the natural human reaction to God’s pursuit of us… We Don’t Know Where To Begin: Just as an anchor plunges deep to the ocean floor to secure a ship, the scriptures pull people’s minds deep into the core of their being to experience focused prayer… Prayer Helps Us Love God Back… Extra-ordinary faith: I want more face time with God. I want to forget Him less. This journey of faith is all about gazing at the One who is invisible. That’s what prayer is. And I want to journey well."

— RELEVANT Magazine: “Why We Don’t Pray” (via kyndev)

11:34 pm  •  8 December 2009

ldl-vampspwn-bscouts4life:

(via peoplethesedays)

I was there ;) i seriously felt like a was meeting a celebrity of some sort. hahah I got called a freak, but i think it’s funnyy. I really hope you make the team, and I’m praying for youu :)

Im out of itt!! I forget you all read this. :l Too late. ughh.

Well… I felt like i was meeting like 5 million celebrities. hahaaa. Highlight of my day right there. Tumblr obsessives unite alas!! And I really hope i make the team as well… it will be an answer to both of our prayers I suppose. Thank youu.

9:25 pm  •  7 December 2009

*sighhhhh* off to practice some more. goodbye. :/

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11:23 pm  •  6 December 2009

This weekend has been insanity. Loneliness. Too much empty space to think too deeply. Boring. Annoying. Depressing, and I hate it. Im not even excited for Christmas. I just hate the person I am. I am childish. and I wast my days away sitting here. Just get me out of here. Ugh. Im basically a vegetable. Useless. Blah and needs to stop beating.

8:19 pm  •  6 December 2009